I'm thinking of hitting the gym again- seriously, this time. In the past, I paid for a year-long membership and I was able to drop by and work out for about... 10 times only.
How do you guys do it? Find the discipline and all? And the food! How can you turn your back on chocolates, ice cream, cakes, sugar, spice and everything nice?
But now there's a well-furnished gym in my office building, and it's free. I am tempted to pull myself together and be a gym nut, but something
else is making me hesitant.
I tend to become very self conscious. I cannot -even if my life depended on it- lift heavy weights. I have very weak arms and chest, I fucking hate them. And so when I am in the gym, I am resigned to lift only 10's or 15's. Which is so not cool. I am like Jane Fonda, dumbells in hands, in a TV aerobics program.
Should I, or should I not? It's a really petty issue but I don't want to look like a clumsy arse in the office gym.