But then I was browsing through my collection of mps's and found the song "I Wanna Run to You" by Regine Velasquez. This part of the song just struck a chord.
"Oh, what's the sense
of trying to hard to find your dreams
without someone to share it with
tell me what does it mean..."
Sadly, I have to admit I've been married to my work for quite a time. And I am just freaking 24! This is no way to live. But the thing, crazy as it may seem, I love my job too. I only hate it when it's Friday (or Saturday or Sunday) and my friends have their own itinerary and I am left to myself. I work my ass off, and Im thinking, wouldn't it be nice if I have both a successful career and a partner for real?
Will you show yourself already??
Anyways. I was checking out Jun's blog and came across something very funny.
"My relatives at were again at our house for our town fiesta a few days ago.
Because I was not there, it was inevitable that the topic of their conversation
was ‘the most contentiously the only homosexual in the world with a surname
similar as theirs’.My sister told me over the phone: “They just can’t seem
to understand that you’re just … workaholic.”
Haha, I can so relate! I know the drill too well.
When I stay in the office late on Fridays, my officemates would always give me some unsolicited advices, all to the effect that I should enjoy myself more. And stop being so damn workaholic. Well, friends, it's not like I have a choice, do I? Im too scared to go out in the gay scene. And all that hard partying... it's just not my style, ya know.
I wonder how many people out there are in the same situation as I am.
I am good looking, for chrissakes. (Nyahaha...)
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Haha, it's nice to know that my little blog is being read.
Well, you're not alone because we're in the same camp. I, too (as you might have found out) is detached from the gay scene --- which is a matter of personal choice, actually; my reasons are the same as yours.
Would it be ok with you if I link my blog to yours?
same here. i'm not into the whole gay scene. it's just a personal choice i made. there are days where i doubt if such decision will just be futile in the "finding a partner"-dream. but fortunately, these doubts aren't enough to sway me into conforming with the others.
but still crossing my fingers... hehe
I'm guessing i'll find myself in that same situation once i start to work...hehe
It's a shame you don't update anymore, I enjoy reading your blog, not to mention relate to what you mostly write.
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